Whenever I look in the mirror I despise what I see,
those soulless dead eyes staring back at me.
Why did I open my eyes and get out of bed?
These filthy fucking thoughts are polluting my head.
Go through life, and face regret.
I've destroyed the opportunity to make you proud.
I've searched for answers at the bottom of the bottle but that temporary fix has been nothing but subtle.
To choose to live, to die or burn
was my choice, my life, don't give me your concern.
I'm at my breaking point with all these unanswered questions,
can I call this a curse or am I blessed with depression?
Depression is a gun with a hairpin trigger,
I'm six feet down, feel like a grave digger.
Alone in the ocean, strapped to an anchor.
No lighthouse in sight, it's been blocked by my anger.
Your demons may live under your bed, my demons reside in the back of my head.
I'm going through life without a clear course,
I never asked for your help or for you to show me remorse.
Knockout debut from a Buffalo, New York-based hardcore band who like their riffs sick, their drums fast, and their choruses sticky-sweet. Bandcamp New & Notable Mar 28, 2024
New York hardcore meets classic thrash metal meets Jane's Addiction-esque alternative on the Brooklyn crushers' sensational debut. Bandcamp New & Notable Dec 13, 2023